life seen thru the eyes of a neurotic 20 something gal in search of something, nothing, and everything....but not all at once...I think.

Monday, January 29, 2007

I'm baack....

thus ends my hiatus. Sorry to the blogging public that faithfully reads my ranting. The world has been topsy turvy and I am still reeling.

I do have one very important thing to report. I am officially enrolled in college...AGAIN. I am taking one class and though may not seem like much, it is in fact a HUGE milestone for me! After 5 years, we will see if I still have the magic. I do, but that's besides the point.

Anyhow....look forward to more animated hijinx to include but not limited to dating, family, work and now school.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

A blue kinda world

The holidays have not had the same kind of magic for the past couple of years. Seems like the more excited everyone gets about family, presents, lovers, and friends the more depressed I get and pull away. I find myself sitting on the balcony of my humble abode with the dog sipping a frsoty beverage analyzing the year past. I've never been one for resolutions and the new year party scene. I feel like the world is a sad and lonely place and I am just another speck. I hate January and a new beginning seems like just another way to exhaust an already tired and worn personality. This won't be better until about March when the spring really breaks thru. I am not sure if I will be able to handle valentines day this year.