life seen thru the eyes of a neurotic 20 something gal in search of something, nothing, and everything....but not all at once...I think.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

a good day

Yesterday I was driving home from the new job and was genuinely smiling. With the change in jobs and the chaos of life I got lost between nervous, fear, and determination. The new job is starting to work the initial kinks out...pay, learning curve, etc. I find myself actually excited to go there each morning. All else is fine on the home front. I am packing up to go visit the family for Thanksgiving for the first time in 4 years! This should be exciting. I think things are looking bright and shiny for the first time in a long time. I am going to savor this for a while. Who knows how long it might last!

Tuesday, November 14, 2006


I was driving home last night from visiting the crazy family in San Antonio. I was wandering around in my old room and found some old cds I used to play circa 2000. WOW.... I forgot how much I loved those cds. It was a nice trip down memory lane and I was proud that in the past 6 years I could look back and say I had made a move in the right direction---FORWARD. I wonder what the rest of the future holds for me!

Friday, November 03, 2006

Downright depression

After minutes of digging thru my closet I found my beloved denim skirt. After much wedging, I saddened to say it is time for the quickie winter diet. And no I do not plan to squeeze into it like Va-jay-jay woman in the ATL airport. Damn. I knew I shouldn't have had that slice of cheesecake.