Okay....so the new year was sort of a bust due to the fact I was in an allergy and flu induced drug fog. I have been miserably sick for about a week. At some point I wound up on the floor of my bathroom exhausted from up chucking nothing but water since my stomach was devoid of all food for about 2 days. I laid there and my dog, of all things living, sat on the bathroom floor and licked my cheek when my eyes opened and just sat there all night long. I don't even know people that want to do that for someone, but my sweet dog knew I was sick and sat with me all week while I hacked up my lungs, blew my brain out of my nose, and went into delirium from fever. Man it sucked.
All things said, this morning when I could once again breathe normally, I decided to be grateful for a few things as listed below.
- My sweet dog. He didn't bring me chicken soup or anything but he was there to lick my hand at my lowest point this week.
- Drugs...I could not manage illness without it.
- My mind....when in pain and drugs cannot block it out your mind really can help you
- Perfect health 99.7% of my life. Man it really sucks to be sick and not function at full capacity of anything accept up chucking.